Thursday, April 16, 2009

Reflections From New Mexico

The last couple days I've been thinking alot about New Mexico. It changed some people's lives which is awesome. i think for my it refined and strengthened the vision I see God shaping up for my future.

I feel confident in a couple things.
First, I feel like I am called to lead. Although I like to just follow sometimes and do my best from behind, I think this trip really helped cement the fact that I can lead. I can be vocal and lead. I always realized I lead best by example. I figure how can I ask someone to do something if I'm just "supervising"

Three things made New Mexico different for me. First, I was cut off from outside technology(texting and facebook). Second, I was connected to a group of people who worked with you and cared about you. Third, I was constantly ministering to people. Even back at camp, I was trying to help my village.

I've been thinking why do these things have to stop now that I am back in OC. I can utilize texting and facebook to help with the second two. The second seems the most important to me. I do have a small group I love, but I think I need to expand that circle of people I build friendships with. FInally, I want to be deliberate in my actions. In class, at work, with my friends, just on the street.

3 Comments:

Katie said...

that sounds unbelievable. i can't believe that i missed such a life-changing trip...i wish that i could have gone.

Natalie Annette said...

Josh I always saw you as a leader myself. You just have that 'it' thing about you.

Still Serving Jehova Rapha said...

i know how u feel bro. u start to question why things are so jacked up at home! it was hard for me to come home from san fran and leave those amazing people. I so understand what your dealing with. but it really makes u think about ur life and what your living it for. sometimes u gotta go beyond the "who" question. u know who your living it for. but than you have to ask yourself what and why. than it makes sense. sorry for the lecture bro. love u!!

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