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I'l be honest. I act different at school than I do at church.
But not in the way you're thinking.
At school, I'm the kid everyone knows. Like I have no problem having a fun time and being myself and not caring what others think. I love being that person, but somehow I can't be the same person at church.
At church, I still feel like I have to try and fit in. I don't know where this comes from. But I still feel it. Maybe it comes from being the kid from the "weird" school. Sometimes I wanna go to "regular" school, but then I realize why I LOVE high school.
While I am looking totally looking forward to college, I love the position my life is now and where it can go.
idk just some ramblings
BTW Allihibb's post on this resonated a ton with me.
-The OC Josh
Friday, April 3, 2009
What's the difference between school and church?
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Embrace the weirdness of school. Where would Saddleback be without with multitude of people from different places? Plus, every person from PCHS has been awesome, in my personal opinon.
Oh trust me!
I LOVE my school!
Other people just don't get it sumtimes
=)
hah i know what u mean bro, I am the same way. sooo odd it scares me how alike we are ;) *laughs* yea anyways!!!! but it's ok i think your really findng your identity. and i know that sounded corny but you know what I have been through lately and like it's shown me who I am in christ. yea that was long winded, sorry bro but I had to :) luv u mean it
yeah, strangely i've also been feelin' that way as well. then, i begin to wonder what my life would have been like if i went to public school. But, i smile when i think about all the friends i've made and how close i am to my family than other teens who go to public school. :) anyways, everyone at PCHS is TOTALLY awesome! there's no need to feel like being the weird kid. in fact, i started skipping at church. yes, skipping. and i felt EVERYONE'S eyes on me, but i didn't really care.
anyways, you are not alone in these thoughts. ;)
It's an awfully frustrating feeling.
*sigh*
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